You would think with the things I've posted thus far that my answer would be that I have to forgive those who abused me. I don't know that I can or will ever be able to do that.
The thing I really need to forgive someone for is losing faith in me. Instead of believing in me and trusting me based on the years we knew each other, this person listened to the malicious lies of the psychopath who was bullying me. It's possible that I also need to forgive them for allowing the bullying, although I'm fairly sure that they would disavow all knowledge that I was being bullied. It's the losing faith in me and not believing my cries for help that still bothers me the most. I hope that one day I will be able to find it in my heart to forgive this person … today's just not that day.
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